Dad’s Jewish and Irish, Mom’s German and Scotch. I couldn’t say I was anything. My last name isn’t even Downey. My dad changed his name when he wanted to get into the Army and was underage. My real name is Robert Elias. I feel like I’m still looking for a home in some way.

The speaker discusses a complex family heritage and personal identity. They feel a sense of searching, as their multicultural background and name changes have created a fluid sense of self, leading to a feeling of not fully belonging anywhere.,The speaker discusses a complex family heritage and personal identity. They feel a sense of searching, as their multicultural background and name changes have created a fluid sense of self, leading to a feeling of not fully belonging anywhere.